have you ever?

HAVE U EVER...?
have you ever wanted the illusions to be fulfilled?have you ever
supposed to meet him once walking down the street, to glance into his eyes,
to feel urself on the cutting adge of razorblade and in fever to follow his steps?
have you ever thought to pursue him till the fear inside of you would be killed and
you finally find peace?have u ever dreamed to sacrifice your pride, to look into his
eyes again putting in sight the things, that are impossible to be spoken about,
then to come closer,take his hand and be led to a place far from the real world?
have you ever wanted to be overthrown by the light in his eyes, to feel a little
flame becomiing a huge fire inside of you, realizing there is scorching metall
running inside your viens instead of blood; to percieve the warm scent of his skin,
realizing there is no power over each of u? have you ever supposed to give him all,
with all passion, with all power and weakness u possess, without fearing to
be judged and convicted by the society; to hear a moan dying away in echo of the night...?
have u ever thought about his hands slipping down your body and passionate hugs,
and of being a heaven to each other...
but have you ever wondered that heaven is to high, it is not a peak of the mount. And
you are not saint? his lust hug, last gentle touch, an invisible kiss and he is gone.
melted in a dawn like a phantom...and you are fallen from heaven...nothing is left,
just a drop of poison from his lips reached your heart, and you are poisoned, deadly poisoned...
forever!
have you ever wanted to have a romance with the Moon?